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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Ry if you happen to see this, I know you'll be laughing out loud. Heheh :D

If you're thinking what I'm thinking, it's a contract between myself, Ry and Kq.

Here's a closer shot :



I managed to type this out ystd and I printed out five copies of it for myself, Kq, Ry and the two witnesses. Each of us will receieve a copy, read it and then sign (: This will take place on Ry's birthday party, 13 June. So be sure you're invited ;D!

Heheh, Happy Birthday to Mummy dearest!

We bought her two mugs and the adults brought her out for a buffet which costed 183 bucks [Omg, I know] -Winks- Now you probaby know why I was sooo.. "free' xP
Mum read the contract between us three girls and she thought it was rather creative. Heheh :D

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I've finally have the time to change my blogskin (: I'm T-I-R-E-D therefore I'm off to bed. Heheh.

I Shook Hands With RAINIE YANG CHEN LING.

*Giggles&Laughs* My parents and I were out to catch Pirates Of the Caribbean at Cathy.

There was a huge crowd so I went there to find out what was the big commotion. Then I saw her. She was there to promote her new movie[Forbidden Love]

A few months ago, I shook hands with PAUL TWOHILL at Suntec City and now with Rainie.

Heheh this is too good to be true :D!

Zzzzz.. Windows Messenger sucks. I have difficulty reading my e-mails/chatting with my friends. They all appear to be online when they aren't even log in. Wth. *Lisa curses and swears*

God made us in a way that we're all not perfect.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Upon hearing what Kq have to say, I shall post about it.

The nicest times are when you were young. Sweet, ain't it? No studies, no stress. Though I always get bullied by the boys in 1A{Who I don't wish to mention} I love it anyways(:
Perhaps much better than what you're living now. But sadly to say, time can never be turned back. Time machine? Has anyone even invented that YET?
But even so, you'll never cherish those times you have because you don't know you're gonna lose it all one day. So, the moral of the story? Cherish all the good times before it ends.

Lol, I have the sudden urge to stuff myself with corn chips :D
Thanks Kq for spending time with me today, loves.

Don't add me {MSN} now. I'm facing network problems. Ryan, I didn't block you.My com is crap.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Er.. Shili it's a long story, really. Haha. Don't worry, to make matters easier, I've already deleted it.

Yeah, I've been flipping through the pages of my diary and laughing at how silly I was to feel upset about some stupid matter. Haha!
I'm sorry girls but I just can't help but to feel that the xiaozhuzhu gang is growing
apart [ Wth?@#%#!@?!] .
So what if we're in different classes ? There's no excuse why we can't hang out together. If you can still can recall the P4 days, our bond was as strong as ever.We would always talk it out, share our secrets/problems as one big group. And now, we don't even take some time off to chat with each other on the phone or sth. Zzzz.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

I feel frustrated. Mum&Dad insists that I go to the doctor's in the afternoon. Wth.
I'm fine, really. It's just that I couldn't sleep last night cause of a slight chest pain. So what? I'm still breathing fine right ? I won't die.. just yet(:
Well maybe that's horrible news to some of you. I guess, it depends on how you look at it (:

Mum don't bring me to the doctor's please instead bring me to have a good meal @ some Jap Restaurant then shopping at THIS FASHION ;P!

Friday, May 25, 2007

What can I say ? Life is fragile/unpredictable.
Who knows ? You might just collapse and die the next day. Treasure your love ones before they perish from this selfish world.

That's right, I didn't attend schooling today. Gosh, I really had a hard time breathing through my nose after the 1.6 km run. My head was spinning in circles, my hands/fingers/legs were really numb. Upon standing, I would fall. No doubt, I was in great pain.
{Yeah, I'm pathetic alright } But really I must thank all my teachers/classmates for their concern/comfort. Don't worry guys, I'm fine now.

I swear that I'll take jogging as my second hobby :P after blogging, of course! I hope once I go back to school I won't be known as the-girl-who-almost-fainted-on-the-24th of May. It wasn't that unpredictable though if you take a second look at the previous post.

Till today, I shall take good care of my health and train hard for the 2.4km run next year.

I lost hope thus I'm giving up on you.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

This is pure insanity

I've been listening to sad emo songs for the last 2 and a half hours. What's gotten into me ? Damn moodswings, I guess. SJ told me that no matter what happens{if you're depress} you have to fake a smile for those who care about you. Well, is that so ? *Sighs*

"If you work hard, you'll be rewarded " it's pure bullcrapppp man. I've been slogging my guts out and am I getting what I want in life ? Oh hell, definitely no.
What's becoming of this world ? God knows.

Lets put our hands together and pray that tml will be a better day and that I won't faint/throw up after the 1.6km run.

Monday, May 21, 2007

"Why.. why.. is it when I'm everytime with you, it's so dangerous ?"
"I..... can't stop danger from happening, but I can protect you. Then you won't be aware of real danger "

Awwwwww...
Pretty sweet huh ? xD! Anyways, Nigel will be viewing my blog any time sooner. So let's all wave at him and say "Hi! Mr Polar Bear" *sticks tongue out* ;P

Surprisingly, he's curious about what he looks like in the photo posted on Sunday May, 13th. Hah!
I hope I won't hear him nag after seeing what "compliment" that I used to describe him.
Hehe ;D!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Yeah, once again I thank KQ for being my listening ear on the phone (: I was talking about alot of crap that I shouldn't be upset about. Let's pray and hope that I'll be feeling fine in a couple of hours time.

Bytheway, I love the MV of Li Xiang Qing Ren. It's sweeeeeeet ;D Mike He and Rainie make such an adorable couple. Wheet xD!




Be patient and wait for it to load !(: It's worth waiting.

Saturday, May 19, 2007


I'm still moody. Someone please fill me up with your jokes and laughter (: I'll probably be on the com for the next 24hrs.

I dislike being at home on a Saturday afternoon, sheesh. Mum,Dad, Marcus are out the whole day. Kq is out with her parents.

THE SIXES are all busy, damn. The weather is making my blood boil.Urgh!

I swear we'll have a GREAT time out tomorrow.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Arghh. I have to admit that SJ&I plus Nicole are unlucky people. Don't ask why. Today's a rough day and I don't wish to blog about my unhappiness so toodles (:

Monday, May 14, 2007

Somehow, I'm becoming quick tempered. All because of the exams ? I hope not. Mom says that I gotta go out and lighten up before I explode again.

Here's a poem composed by THE SIX OF US.

Wait
Wait I have known what's right what's wrong
In my heart all along
But I'm not sure if right is what I want
cause I can't overwrite whatever done
I'm feeling so lost,
I don't know where to go
I'm really tired
But something is asking me to stay
It's crying out inside"There might be something, someday"
But it's really enervating
And I'm exhausted
There seems to be no end to the wait
Waiting for the wait to end
And an end that really ends
If 'I'm sorry' is all you can say
There wouldn't be wrong-doings nor sins
Punishments, then nothing it means
But in hopes of hopes and in hopes of all hopes,
One day you might be there
Just once glance for you to make my day
Sometimes, I just wish you were here somewhere
Near, and close to me
And be what I need.I know I was once lost
I do not know which road to follow
But the love I have for you
Paved the path for me, again
And I believe I know.

You can't comprehend and I blame you for that.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Lol, just got back from Donovan's birthday party. Dad and Mum are out, celebrating Mother's Day.

Haha pretty hilarious lah.Thank you to all who entertained us there (: I really appreciate it. Tomorrow's doomsday, ohh no.

We were really noisy, no doubt man. And guess what ? We've got new names!

The Na's



Ruyuana
Jana
Abigailna
SoonJiana
Lisana{Not in picture}

Some guy mistook Ruyuan{A girl} as my boyfriend. LOL!
Guy : Your girlfriend ah?
Ruyuan&Lisa : Huh? *Shock* {Then I thought, that guy siaw siaw de}
Then I took a second look at Ruyuan.













The little devil, that I've been sitting next to. Refering to the short short one. -__- Lol.


Saturday, May 12, 2007

I'm starting to like listening to classical music. I think btr, I guess.
Anyways here are the lyrics.



Be patient and wait for it to load lah. Got the video game{Final Fantasy 10X-2} too ;D!


1000 words
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily
"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever
The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say
"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late
Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever
Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

Wow, such beautiful lyrics, deep impact, deep meaning. There's the jap version too y'know although I've got difficulty singing it.
LIKE DUH ;D!

Okay so here's the plan for tomorrow. I'll probably leave home @ 1+pm and take a ride to PS{Get Donovan's Prezzie} Then, rush back to Heartland to get a haircut most probably with mum. Hope I'll make it in time to meet up with the girls at 2.45pm{Tough luck man} What a tight schedule! Eeeeeeks!

Friday, May 11, 2007

I'm gonna stay up all night. So please entertain me (; I'll probably be turning the music darn loud. I shall confess music and poems/lyrics move me, nothing more or less. I get all "weak" inside once I read a beautifully composed poem.

It's really nice to compose a poem and then dedicate it to your love ones. Especially on mother's day.

Urgh, damnit, I can't make up my mind if I should attend Donovan's Birthday Party. I really can't be bothered to go, I feel like lying down on my bed and then listen to some music instead. All I need is peace and quiet now since the exams are over. Gotta do some deep thinking.

But on the other hand, Sj and my girls are all counting on me to go. I guess I'll have to make up my mind sooner of later.Lets pray and hope that I make a right decision. If the party is all ruin, I could just go home since it's held at Kovan, Mac near home.No harm going, I guess.

I'm running out of cash thus I'm finding a suitable yet inexpensive gift for Donovan. Do guys like stuff animals ? Lol.

Yeahhh, I shall declare that EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER.

Damn, I'm a real sotong. I just mistook DianWei for Ruyuan! Ahhhh, wth. You can't put the blame all on me though, both of them have the same MSN Nick. Eeeeek!

And Elijah, if you happen to pass by my blog. D0minic wants you to be gay LOL. I'm not involve, go question him and then bash him up if you want to ;D!

Saturday, May 5, 2007

Nigel Lim Tian Wee, you owe me one! Do you hear me ?! It's horrible enough to do the whole summary of SS Chapter one WITH YOU. Let's pray and hope that we'll get this over and done with (: And a quick tip : Maybe you should learn how to control that mouth of yours before it controls you.

Yeahh, I'm quick tempered. I get angry very easily, it runs in the family.

SJ said that I've influenced Nigel to be some guai kid during lessons. Yes, I can admit that he's gradually improving. Hope he did well for his oral last week cause I gave him some tips and if he didn't well that's too bad.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007


Happy May Day{also known as Labour Day} peeps :D!

Eyurh! My whole family is gonna catch the movie Spider Man 3 later ): And I'm not allowed to go cause exams are next week D: But I'm dead sure that I'm gonna catch it after the exams alone or with friends.

I'm currently watching the trailer of Spider Man 3/Pirates of the Caribbean. Looks really interesting (: LIKE DUHH!!!
Link to trailer{Pirates Of The Caribbean}
http://playlist.yahoo.com/makeplaylist.dll?id=1564047&sdm=web&qtw=480&qth=300

Link to trailer{Spider Man 3}
http://www.apple.com/trailers/sony_pictures/spider-man_3/


We couldn't control our tears, please let it all go.