This is pure insanity

I've been listening to sad emo songs for the last 2 and a half hours. What's gotten into me ? Damn moodswings, I guess. SJ told me that no matter what happens{if you're depress} you have to fake a smile for those who care about you. Well, is that so ? *Sighs*

"If you work hard, you'll be rewarded " it's pure bullcrapppp man. I've been slogging my guts out and am I getting what I want in life ? Oh hell, definitely no.
What's becoming of this world ? God knows.

Lets put our hands together and pray that tml will be a better day and that I won't faint/throw up after the 1.6km run.