Inner self says, " Lisa don't like that lah"

Shouts out to myself, "Darn girl, don't be dishearted lah "
I can't believe I'm saying this.
She doesen't care, she doesen't give a damn whatever happens to me.
A year and a half of friendship goes down the drain.
Let history repeat itself again.
This really reminds me of Minyi .

Don't worry, I'll be fine.
Time shall heal all wounds.
Wtf. I'm being naive, I just hope my emotions will not get
the better of me and affect my results,my grades, my FUTURE!

Thanks for being my "friend" all these years. I "thank" you for getting myself all worked up and unable to study/concentrate. Please go flush yourself down the toilet bowl and pluck your own eyeballs out so you won't be able to see ME EVER AGAIN.

So what is life all about ? Getting frustrated over silly things like that ?